Parenting is So Damn Hard (Part 1)

I believe that what we become depends on what our fathers teach us at odd moments, when they aren't trying to teach us. We are formed by little scraps of wisdom.

― Umberto Eco

I screamed at my older son from the bottom of the steps this morning. Not yelled or hollered. I fucking screamed, hoss. Psycho shit. Reality show gold. The stuff. The damage. Whate…